You hurt me so much, and now after you haven't talked to me for weeks, like I did something wrong, you tell me you love me. You tell me that I'm all you think about, that you'll love me forever. You tell me that you'll never hurt me again, that what you did you thought you did for the best. I love you so much I know I shouldn't believe you, I know I can't trust you, but somewhere inside me there's a little doubt, a little hope saying maybe you want me this time. My friends tell me that you love me, they know how I feel, they just don't understand how terrified I am that you don't love me, that everything you say is a lie that you laugh about with your friends. But, they also don't understand how terrified I am that you do love me and this time, this time you've hurt me so much that I can't give myself to you the way I should and I'll never feel the love for you that I've longed for for so long.
There's a reason your friends want to see us together, and a reason they think you're an absolute idiot for cheating on me....twice.....good luck finding someone that will treat you as well as I did, someone that will tell you you're beautiful every chance they get....even when you've just rolled out of bed.